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Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeello everyone! :)

<3333333333333333333333333333333333 everyday I'm rushing projects, trying hard to meet all the deadlines. :( With so many other commitments on hand, I doubt I would ever have time to do OS. (PL will agree with me, hehe! My silent secret reader!) Anyway, everything is still as fine and good! :) I feel lucky to have such an efficient group, really. Before I realised anything, everything has been done and completed already. This only goes to show how inefficient and slack I'm. :( God bless me pleasssse. Hehe. I hearts Jas, PL, Mau & YH. You gals are the besssssssssssst.

I realised something recently and I seriously hate tat lousy feeling. Everyday I wake up feeling optimistic, excited about the weather, the music I'll listen to, the conversations I'll have with my loved ones, and if I'm working I get excited about learning to pull the perfect shot. However, as the day goes by I just keep disappointing myself, or I just keep disappointing all my loved ones until my life-meter is as empty as a defeated video game character.

I hate letting myself down or others down. But I've no idea why this happened every time when I thought things were really fine and good. And that's when I want to run away from all of them, cos I've let them all down. I hate to see that disappointed face right in front of me, and reality smiling right in front of me. I'm awfully sorry. And these are the only two words I can offer now.

I don't want to be angry but I am, I know that I'm mature enough to see past the surface and know what her real intentions are, but that doesn't draw a smile on my face, doesn't stop my fingers from picking up the phone and keying in her name before I delete the letters and slam it shut, and it sure doesn't stop all the questions and accusations from firing off in my head even though I rarely say them out loud. I don't even know what I really want from all of this, how did we land ourselves in such a mess? What did we even do?

I want EPL to start soon pleeeeeeeeeeease. I want to catch Ronaldo in action again! Hehe. :D



You don't have to be near me for me to be reminded of you, you're always with me.

BYEEEEEEE WORLD. Lots of lovesss! <3


edited @ 8.50pm
I wish I could swallow my whole CMA textbook nooooooooooooooow. ): Good luck to me tmr! Ppl, please pray for me.