Saturday, July 7, 2007 12:04 AM
I was awake for 2 hours last night thinking of what is it about me that never allows anyone get too close. I've been slightly more reflective lately, because I've had more time to myself. I used to love spending time alone, just thinking about nothing or drawing and writing, but now I hate it when I am forced to be alone. I don't want to face the world by myself, don't want to see my chain of thoughts circle around the same person an entire day through without actually hearing his voice or looking into his eyes. That's probably why part of me refuses to open up to anyone. Dearest you, please bring me out of my comfort zone. :D I've changed so much. Till I couldn't recognise myself in front of the mirror.
Anyway, I just came back from Jalan Besar Stadium. M and I watched Home United vs some Japanese Club. Hehe, and United won 2-1. <3 Met M's best fren, KK there! Haha. :P
Don't act as if you know me well. Cos you don't. I can assure you, you don't know me well at all.Nights world. <333333!