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Li Chuen
Lim Wwei
Maria
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I've been feeling rather down for the past few days thinking about my future (what to do, what I want, what is realistic for me...) and no thanks to braces which only make my life even more miserable. People, please do not put on braces and get 'attached' to them. I'm 'attached' to my current bf, braces for the next 1.5-2 years. :( He is definitely not a good partner. Awwwwwwwwwwwww ): I need lots of blue skies and sunshines to make me happier.

I wish I had some people by my side when I need them; I need to be able to express myself properly and tell people how I really feel about them so I won't feel like I'm losing them or they won't feel like they are losing me. I really do care damn alot please.

And dearests, please don't call me for the time being. I can't talk at all and I'm definitely not in the mood for entertainment. However, if you all need help or a listening ear, I'll still be there. :) Just give me a call only for absolutely important matters.

I'm not in the mood to do anything, not even complaining. Braces hurts damn much.The pain is so torturous and I've no idea how I'm going to 'date' him for the next 2 years. :( Now I can fully understand why LC couldn't even talk/entertain me when she had them when we were in Sec 3. And I feel sorry and bad to people who came to me, be it just for a chat or whatever and I just gave them the 'Yes, no, maybe I don't know' attitude or even refusing to answer them at times. (One of the poor victim is my dearest mummy.) I'm so sorry.

Anyway, the only good and positive side is that things couldn't get any worse. Due to my lousy mood, I can't study at all and I did some random tarot card readings online, and so this is what I get. (And I feeeeeeel even lousier and worse, for procrastinating my time away.)


How you feel about yourself now (The High Priestess)
You are very aware of the feminine power within, intuitive and conscious at a spiritual level, looking for guidance and answers, a secret to be revealed. You desire a wise guide to help address your questions, and your intuition is just that.


what you most want at this moment (Justice)
The cards suggest that what you most want at this time is for a fair and right outcome whether it concerns relationships or business affairs. You feel that you are in the right and that any decision or agreement to be made should be in your favour.


Your fears (The Moon)
Lies and insecurity are likely to be prominent in your life at the moment, you are afraid of being deceived and feel that you are being misled. Trust your instincts and let them guide you away from those who may seem charming but are only out for their own gains. Your turbulent emotions are muddying the waters - step back and try to find clarity of mind, although this may seem difficult. The Moon does help to illuminate the way and don’t worry, it will turn out alright in the end.


What is going for you (Strength)
Brave heart! Your self-confidence and courageous spirit is unstoppable at the moment. Be patient and compassionate, self-disciplined and strong and you will reap great rewards for your courage.


What is going against you (The Hierophant)
You are simply struggling to conform to others expectations of you and everybody has an opinion of what you should do. Perhaps you are having a crisis of faith and are unsettled at a very spiritual level. Ask yourself who you really are? What is important to you? What makes you happy? Seek out advice or wise counsel if you wish, but accepting who you really are and going after what you want instead of what others want for you is the most important.


Outcome (The Magician)
A time of positive action with great potential, you are full of self-belief and feeling very empowered. It's time to show everyone exactly what you’re made of. You will have the ability to think on your feet and The Magician is an excellent omen for success.


BYE. I'm off to do my AAA tutorials and hopefully revise some of OM's lecture notes.


I hope by the next time I post, I would be able to tell you guys how happy and fine I'm. Take care. :D