Thursday, December 20, 2007 2:52 PM
Hari Raya Haji♥, how sweet. Public holiday and I had a good break today. I just don't feel like doing anything already. (I promised my mum that I will pack my messy room!)
I shall blog about what I had been doing for the past few days.
Monday- I had a great family gathering at granny's place. :) A place where I can seek comfort, happiness and joy. I don't know what to do without them. I think I shall upload some pictures soon after my cousin sends me on MSN.
Tuesday- Went to tighten my braces in the morning. <3 Dad! My appointment was at 9am and he sent me there so I wouldn't have to wake up so early. Tuition again in the afternoon. I had a bad day on that day. Haha, lovelies! You all should know by now, never never call me or sms me when I just made my trip to the dentist! :P I wanted to sms someone so much because the pain is killing me! However, before I could do so, that someone msn me! :) And it made my night.
Wednesday- Tuition in the morning. Then I had a family gathering dinner @ Sushi Tei (Vivo). The food was a great disappointment, I would rather go Sakae. Anyway, I saw Xinyi and her BF. She actually tot Uncle Peter was my BF. -.-" And all of us went to watch The Golden Compass at 10pm. The movie was good, but I expected it to be better, way better.
This is what you called a holiday. :( So busy and so packed with endless tuition. And and and I've project meeting on the 28th. :S What a way to end my holidays! And I miss my woman, Jasmine Lin. She is coming back from Vietnam today! :D
Friday- Tuition in the morning. And my dad will be taking leave because of my brother's orientation! We'll be go shopping + movie + buffet after that. It has been quite some time since all of us watched a movie together! :D Anyway, my brother's books cost a bomb please. 600 bucks for Sec 1? Ridiculously ex. And he has to buy graphic calculator. I tot only JC students have to buy!!! :S AAAAAAAAAh. I hope my brother will learn to treasure and cherish loved ones/things. :)
Saturday- Tuition till 5pm. SSS Show @ MediaCorp 630pm. I will be seeing Jas Lin! :D
Sunday- Tuition in the morning. Then going down to Suntec's bookfair!
The sky fell in holding you close how I always held close in your fear
remembering you runing soft through the night you were bigger and brighter than the snow
screamed at the make-believe screamed at the
sky and you finally found all your courage to let it all go.
There was nothing in the world that I wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world that I ever wanted more than to feel the never breaking apart.What does one do when they find themselves caught between two worlds of opposing desires? When pursuing one means forgoing the other which means the world, yet you know this is the right option. But how can something so right feel so wrong? If laying down my desires only escalates the pain, the heart wrenching process of looking beyond the glass realising how things have changed. So many sleepless nights and tears and impulsive urges, a temper unknown to myself even and that scares me to no end. Something so simple becomes something so irrational and abnormal. I wonder, do all these still mean something to you? I wonder, do you still care? I wonder, do you feel the same way too?
Christmas is coming, and for once, once. I pray that it wouldn't come so soon.