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1) I'm a perfectionist.2) I want to stay in Neverland forever.
3) Chocolates and sweet stuffs make my heart goes bing bang boom.
4) I'm an introvert hiding inside an extrovert.
5) I'm protective of my family and loved ones.
6) My heart rules over my head.
7) I love keeping dark secrets/things to myself, only myself.
8) I don't forget people/things/memories.
9) Don't assume you know me well; you don't.
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Saturday, December 1, 2007 1:47 AM
和一个人朝夕相处一段日子后，你会很自然地对于她的心情特别敏感。有时甚至可以猜出对方在想什么。今天，我亲爱的Jasmine Tan就证明了这句话的意思。知我者也，不愧Jasmine Tan也。Haha, I just have the sudden urge to blog in Chinese. Sad to say, I think the last Chinese book I read is when I was still in NYJC. I miss those days though. :(I realised that if any one of us could turn back time, memories (be it positive or negative ones) wouldn't be as precious as they were now. As this blog is considered a rather private one (ppl who can read my posts are either damn close to me or I want you to know about my life.), I feel I can blog more things out naturally. I think I'm ensnared by reality. It is not as if I do not know how cruel and superficial reality is, but still it never fails to make me realise how insignificant I am. Words carry none of the fullness of my feelings.
On a separate note, sometimes I really do feel like raising the white flag up. Still, I pressed on, knowing that I'll regret my decision if I ever gave up. I said this so many times before, even I myself had lost count, I don't know how I should face this soon.
Christmas is coming and I can feel it in my bones, especially when I was in Town just now. The chill within deflects the sunshine of the months gone past. I've never felt this lonely; even though I've company amidst the streams of human traffic. I've never felt this sense of urgency; even though there is nothing I want to grab hold of quick. I've never felt this fear of losing something; even though I do not even own it to begin with.
It is the fear that I may lose it all,
with regrets overwhelm;
then, things would never be again.
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Germaine: You're the sweetest friend one can ever have. Words can't be penned down to let the whole world know how grateful, how fortunate I am to have you as my friend. I love you girls a lot, a lot. :D
Xin Yi: My dearest babe! Happiness should belong to you too, Always. (: Thanks for every little thing you've done for me & it touches not only me, but my soul.
Joseph: Eh, even if I wanna date someone, I will ask your gf. :P HEHEHE!