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1) I'm a perfectionist.2) I want to stay in Neverland forever.
3) Chocolates and sweet stuffs make my heart goes bing bang boom.
4) I'm an introvert hiding inside an extrovert.
5) I'm protective of my family and loved ones.
6) My heart rules over my head.
7) I love keeping dark secrets/things to myself, only myself.
8) I don't forget people/things/memories.
9) Don't assume you know me well; you don't.
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Sunday, January 6, 2008 2:53 AM
I've decided to forbid some ppl from reading my blog cause I feel that they don't understand me at all and they don't have to know more about my life. Haha, so if you can still enter this blog, it only goes to show how much I like you okay! :)Jane's MSN nick: My love will get you home
In response to Jane's nick, this is my nick: Your love will get me there. Haha, so lame.
You know as days pass gradually, I love this gal more and more. How? I'm getting so attached to my class! Jasmine, Jane & Nezeem, I will never forget the times we ponned lectures together (okay, maybe only Jas & I only), the times we rushed projects, trying to meet deadlines like crazy, the times when we played bball in sandals and short skirts, the times we ran to canteen and eat, eat, eat, so much more to mention!
I've sorted out my thoughts. Yes but after dunno how long. Call me a fool, stupid, idiot, blind for all you like, I don't care and mind. Because after tonight, I'm beginning to think I'm one. No, I should use I WAS one. Yup, it should be in past tense from tonight onwards and I won't care any further. Do things that suit you, it doesn't really matter to me anymore.
Because I think it's time to put a stop to these.
Because there's a limit to everything, especially my patience and you're definitely pushing it.
Because it still hurts, being so far apart from you.
Because I can't face all the excuses that you spin up just to break me down.
Because I certainly can't watch further. It's crushing my heart to watch.
Because I realised I've spent too much time dwelling and indulging in my old past.
Because I've been having and thinking of too many 'if only', way too many.
Because I hate the anticipation of meeting, msning someone.
Because I dislike how our occasional chats made me smile.
Because saying how we really feel is no longer allowed.
Because if I carry on any further, I know I will miss your captivating smile that will only appear in my memories now.
And so much so for not listening to my heart, I've learnt my lesson through the hard way. With a heart as heavy as the rain retaliating against my window panes, optimism becomes a harder pill to swallow than you are. But believe me, I'll be all fine. :)
Okay back to FIT project. Nights!