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1) I'm a perfectionist.2) I want to stay in Neverland forever.
3) Chocolates and sweet stuffs make my heart goes bing bang boom.
4) I'm an introvert hiding inside an extrovert.
5) I'm protective of my family and loved ones.
6) My heart rules over my head.
7) I love keeping dark secrets/things to myself, only myself.
8) I don't forget people/things/memories.
9) Don't assume you know me well; you don't.
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Saturday, April 5, 2008 12:23 AM
TGIF. Photos will be up next post! :)Have you ever looked so deep into someone's eyes and know that those are the eyes you'd want to be looking into for the rest of your life? I have.
Have you ever held someone's hands and know that there will never be another hand that would fit into yours the way those do? I have.
Have you ever loved so much and lost it, only to never be able to love so completely again, knowing you're forever broken without him/her? I have.
Have you ever been so submerged in loving someone that you never want to live out of its unrealism? I have.
Have you ever felt like you loved someone so much, you lived for him/her? I have.
Have you ever loved and mended a broken love on your own, knowing that the repair would never be fully done? I have and am.
Love's just not here in my life now and what I'm afraid of is that I'll never be able to feel this way ever again. Yes, when I say I will never be able to feel this way every again, it means I don't know how to love again and forget my superfluous past. But you know, I'm afraid doesn't mean that I've given up on hope. I will not. It's just that I'm just going through this particular rough patch in my life. I promise all will be fine soon.
So what if I've changed so much? So what if I'm a scandalous bitch right now. Even if I'm a bitch, I'm a happy one. I've learnt so much from this whole lousy episode. When someone's words contradict with his actions, always trust the actions. Words are there to buy time and only fools like me will believe. However, it's all in the past. I've learnt it through the hard way and I'll never allow myself to fall again. If you're looking for committed or a 24/7 gf, don't come to me. `Cause I will only let you down and I repeat again, I hate letting ppl down.
I've so many problems right now. And most probably, the worst one is Jas L leaving me. Okay, in a way it's not 'leaving'. Aiya, I can't be bothered to think and type now. I will update in my next post really soon.
NIGHTS. ❤